A lifetime working with horses has taught Size a lot about connection, but she was never quite prepared for the conflicting emotions she felt as Classique Legend, the horse she selected as a yearling and has pretty much spent every available moment with since, crossed the line well clear of his rivals in Saturday's $15 million race at Randwick.
"It was the greatest highlight and yet maybe the greatest lowlight," Size told TDN AusNZ.
Size, who purchased Classique Legend for Hong Kong-based owner Bon Ho at the 2017 Inglis Classic Yearling Sale from his breeders at Tyreel Stud, has managed the relationship between Ho and her employer, trainer Les Bridge, and was the mastermind behind the plan for Ho to target the grey son of Not A Single Doubt at The Everest.
Ho purchased a slot in The Everest with one thing in mind, to win the race with Classique Legend. At his second attempt on Saturday, he achieved that goal in emphatic fashion.
But the 5-year-old's success means that Australia won't hold Ho's ambition for the horse, and he will leave Size and Bridge's care on Monday to head to Hong Kong, where he will be trained by Caspar Fownes.
At least twice before Size had convinced Ho to keep Classique Legend in Australia, including once when he was on board a plane ready to leave, but with plans to race in Dubai, Japan and Hong Kong, Ho confirmed last week that her horse of a lifetime would be leaving Australia.
It changed the complexion on Saturday's race, and while she admits she was much better at handling the expectation of The Everest second time around, the looming farewell to Classique Legend hung over her throughout the day.
Carmel Size with trainer Les Bridge
"We had the advantage of the dress rehearsal last year. We managed our emotions a bit better this year because we knew what to expect. It was a bit bittersweet because we had the news that the horse will be moving to Hong Kong tomorrow. We went with heavy hearts," she said.
"Since he first came to our stable as a baby, he's been in my life. I've worried over him, I've nursed him, I've taught him to be a gentleman. He's everything I ever wanted in a horse."
"It was a bit bittersweet because we had the news that the horse will be moving to Hong Kong tomorrow. We went with heavy hearts." - Carmel Size
Size's devotion to Classique Legend in her role at Bridge's stables has become a major part of the story of the horse's emergence to stardom. He was the first horse she checked in on as she entered the stables at 2:15am, and he was the last she would say goodbye to when she left.
Every step of the journey, she was there, working with Bridge to coax the powerful grey to his full potential.
Classique Legend was always the first horse Carmel said hello to when she arrived at the stables every morning
"It's something you can not put into words. It is a connection. From the minute I saw him, he was going to come home with me, regardless of if my client had said I'd paid too much for him," she said.
"If that had happened, I would have been selling where I live to buy him myself. Maybe there's a tinge of regret I didn’t do that now."
Global plans end the dream for Size
Ho's decision to move the horse to Hong Kong may not be a surprise, but it has still left Size heartbroken.
Ho told reporters over the weekend that he felt Hong Kong would be a much better base for Classique Legend going forward considering he wants to race him across the world in the next year before bringing him back to Australia to contest The Everest once again under Fownes' care. He also said it was the last chance he could bring the horse to Hong Kong to train under Hong Kong Jockey Club regulations.
Interestingly, Fownes, who prepares Southern Legend (Not A Single Doubt) for Ho, also trains Classique Legend's talented half-brother Aethero (Sebring) as well for Andrea Tien and Arthur Cheng.
Knowing Ho was not going to change his mind, Size focussed on helping Bridge get Classique Legend ready for his farewell assignment. It was three days out from the race that it became clear to her that it would take something special to beat him on Saturday.
"I was looking at him in his yard just before we saddled him on Wednesday of this week, and I've seen him every day for every preparation he has had for us, and I've never seen him so muscular. If he was a bodybuilder, he would have been winning world championships," she said.
"I saw that in him when I selected him as a yearling. He always had that swagger. I did question myself during his 2-year-old year, because he went backwards, but Les has always told me that a standout yearling will always come back to what it was on type in time.
"Everything about him was just perfect leading into the race. Les was extremely buoyant, but I couldn't go down that path, because I was a bundle of nerves, so I just carried on like we were going to a country meeting and blocked everything out."
"If he was a bodybuilder, he would have been winning world championships." - Carmel Size
The race itself evolved as well as Bridge and Size could have hoped. Eduardo (Host {Chi}) set a breakneck speed ahead of Nature Strip (Nicconi), with Classique Legend able to camp back off the pace further back in the field.
As the field turned for home, and Kerrin McEvoy asked Classique Legend for his effort, there was never really going to be any other horse win the race. In the end, he had 2.5l to spare over Bivouac (Exceed And Excel) and Gytrash (Lope De Vega {Ire}).
Watch: Classique Legend winning the 2020 The Everest
"That's his pattern of racing for sure. The speed on, and for him to get buried and have one last shot at them," Size said.
"What impressed me yesterday is that he had to make his run from a long way out. In The Shorts, he sprinted quickly for a shorter distance, whereas yesterday, he was able to sustain that for longer. He's a very versatile horse."
Life after Legend
Life after Classique Legend is not something Size really wants to contemplate just yet, but she will maintain her work with Bridge, who she described as a terrific mentor, and work out what is next.
"I will still be working for Les and running the racing stable, I have a huge obligation to the horses that are in training and the staff. I still clock on at 2:15 every morning and we have all the horses ready to leave for training at 3:45. There's a lot of things I am responsible for," she said.
"I perhaps would dearly love to train in my own right but there are lots of trainers out there, I don't know really. I just don't know at the moment.
Size describes Les Bridge as a terrific mentor
"For the immediate future, I'll see through my obligations with Les, and we still train horses for Mr Ho, including a promising one in All Time Legend."
As for her enduring memory of Saturday, Size said if there had to be an end to her time with Classique Legend, there was no better way to do it.
"If you are going out with a bang, you might as well slam the door shut," she said. "At least I can hang my hat on buying a very good horse."
Images courtesy of Ashlea Brennan